WATERMARK

a poet’s notebook

Established 02004

lonliness

December 20, 2004

An Odd Holiday

It’s an odd holiday for me this year. The people I often spend holidays with are not here, or are no longer in my life, for sometimes painful reasons. I have an extensive collection of holiday decorations, but not the energy just now to indulge in them. A few years ago, I bought a large,… Continue reading

Personal

holidays, lonliness, solitude

Ancestral (Artificial )Intelligence

I do not use AI to write. For me, writing is how I think, and I prefer to do it myself. If/when I post anything here that I suspect or know to be AI generated, I will tell you.

I have changed this from Artificial to Ancestral, after Abi Awomosu @ Substack. This medium was made with human history, human thought. All of it, bright and dark. It is ancestral.

Poems

Please do not assume that I am the speaker/ subject of my poems.

In these times of creative nonfiction and fictionalized memoirs, I think of the poem itself as true fiction: it is most likely not factual, but it must be true.

It is likely to be — it is best if it is — a truth I did not know before I wrote, and may not understand even then.

A poem is my way of discovering (dis-covering) what I feel; sometimes, what I think — but it is not necessarily biographical.

lonliness

An Odd Holiday