This is a repost from May 2006. I’m posting it today in response to thegirlwho‘s challenge at fertile ground to Write your poetic statement.  Yesterday’s snapshot poem was also inspired by this prompt, and is a poetic statment of a sort.

b. asks [in response to The Blue Bed]:

how do you keep this up? do you wear poet’s glasses all the time, or simply put them on like mr peabody from bullwinkle when you want to do this thing you do?

Ah, yes — those poet’s glasses. So attractive.

Good
question, though. What is this thing I do? I don’t just sit down and
write a poem; it requires an ongoing practice of attention; a
willingness to be boring, to be trivial, to be mundane.

It’s like
prayer, or my understanding of prayer — not a solicitation, but an
acknowledgement of how it is: this hurts, this is beautiful, I am afraid.

For years I did it by writing every day — not poems, but immediacy. I record my dreams, describe the room, think: There’s something I want to tell you — and go from there.

Who are you? Sometimes I know; sometimes I don’t; but usually I do have a particular audience/ reader in mind — even a fictional one.

In these times of creative nonfiction and fictionalized memoirs, I think of the poem itself as true fiction: it is most likely not factual, but it must be true.
It is likely to be — it is best if it is — a truth I did not know
before I wrote, and may not understand even then. A poem is my way of
discovering (dis-covering) what I feel; sometimes, what I think.

I like words, the shape and feel of them in my mouth.   exquisite  crunchy  sigh 

As illness has made my world — and my walks — more circumscribed, I look harder at small things, at details.

I have lots around me to look at — to listen to, taste, touch, smell.

I
think that, for poetry, discovering oneself is as important as learning
the craft (which is essential.) It’s as you discover yourself that your
own voice emerges within the shape of the poem.

This is how it works for me.

All
this requires a lot of solitude, a kind of internal spaciousness. When
energy is sparse, I spend it inside. Not indoors, but inside. This
makes me an erratic friend, and a poor correspondent.

When there is energy to spare, you find me in your comments.