a poet’s notebook

Last Days?

Mountain Ash

Was there ever a generation before this one — my generation, the duck
& cover generation — that believed it might be the last?

Not the last of its village, or its nation, or its race — but the last human generation.

We grew up with that idea. It faded, but how could it not have shaped us?

Then, at the beginning of our lives, we feared it would come, mushroom-shaped, in explosions and fire.

Now
we seem to have come full circle, but with more options: intentional
plagues, slow erosion, suffocation, flood. Fundamentalism.

But all "man" made.

I’m
not thinking of believers in Armegeddon, nothing so common, so
proclaimed — but something deeper. Something we may not even know we
feel.

Is this at the root of our famous narcissism: some embedded conviction
that nothing really matters, anyway; there will be no one to inherit?

Of
course, we are not the last generation — but the last generation may
have already been born. We hold them in our arms, and wonder. We hold
them in our arms, and hope.

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5 responses to “Last Days?”

  1. Patia Avatar

    And hope is the thing with feathers in the soul …
    Humans often seem to think that only we and our friends matter. I think it goes back to tribal survival strategies …. some have evolved, some haven’t.

  2. Cathy Avatar

    I hope not and that’s I all hang on in this world . However soldiers fighting in the trenches durning WW1 thought the the world was coming to the end.Hence why so many of them went into shell shock.

  3. patry Avatar
  4. Francesca Gray Avatar

    I remember being young and being utterly convinced that the world was about to destroy itself. I remember not wanting to marry or have children because I feared that there would be no future for them. But I did marry, I did have children and the fear faded. I remember the hope I felt when the Berlin wall came down. The way I felt as though something had been released from my heart. Now, sometimes, I hear my children asking the same questions as I once did. The shadow falls on their generation as it once did on mine. And before that on my parents and their parents. Perhaps it has always been this way. x

  5. donna Avatar

    I know a lot of my friends seemed to use it as an excuse not to have children, too many people already in an overcorwded world and all that.
    I think I’ve always had a great deal of hope for the world, and that we can make things better. I still feel that way. But then I was an unexpected child, born to my parents after a previous miscarriage when they thought they would never have another child. Perhaps that is what colors my vision – to be the unexpected, the unplanned for event.
    And I am firmly convinced life finds a way, and will always find a way. If not us, then something else, if not here, then somewhere else. We just need to get over ourselves and be a part of everything around us, instead of so human centric. ;^)

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